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Saturday, August 05, 2006

We Both Together Could Never Be


I'm putting away everything into boxes; and with that every piece of fabric unfolded memories. Yet, I found no remorse in hiding you; you do not belong in that box. Your far too precious to disregard so easily. But I'm compelled to let you go filled with regret...I must part with you and put an end.

At one point in life you were there for me...and withstood all the tears on my seams being worn out terribly with faults I possessed. Now I must face all that has come before us- it's time to let go. Thus, I am forced to move on and be someone different and stand back and watch you descend into something more that we both together could never be...

I'm concluding this phase in my life. Your to please some other soul cause you satisfied my needs far more than required of you. We once were bound lovers but tonight as I carefully packed your remains into an old dusty brown box - I smiled with hope that you please someone else; put a dire smile on that sad lost soul facing nothing with eyes ablaze hoping for a better tomorrow devasted from today.

Sincerely Yours The Battlefield You No Longer Underestimate ...

Update: I just wanted to add creativty to what I'm currently doing; cleaning out my closet and my bedroom....and placing books, clothes, everything into boxes.. put an end to a phase and experiment a new. Change should be different and difficult; now I must think of a color to paint my walls I want it black...but mama refuses and then again I want to paint my room with acryllic paint doodling the walls with images but that might be a bad idea...anywhoo I should continue what I started and resume my mission ;p...and settle for beige color or something soft instead ;)

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Sullied Regrets Destroyed His Bliss



He broke out in a pool of sweat
His face glistened the prespiration mixed with salty tears
His finger nails revealed dry crimson blood embedded with injuries
The expression he bore - sullied regrets
As his victim lay crumbled on the cold ground taunted in search to avenge...
The tresses of her curly hair heigthened the beauty he scarred with his touch
He stole her innocence and marked her soul with stains
He drugged his core with desire from her battling end
Buried in his heart was the ardent need to hear her breathe
As he placed a parting kiss to her pale flesh
He whispered that destroying her with love was how forever is to last
A paramour's promise wiled reason for slaughter
Without charges reading murderer


-your battlefield-

I THINK I'VE BEEN WATCHING TOO MUCH PRIMETIME....SERIAL KILLERS AND SUCH! it seems to influence my poetry...

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Update: template changed ; I think this still keeps my obession with black and white entact; but forever blissful these colors assure a realm of my reality that I live in....I am thankful my cheers darling sis no4 has done all this magic...i watched in the process and she got attitudish on me she didnt even let me go anywhere just sit beside till she's done...it's worth the trouble ;)....she is mashallah talented ;*** to her!

cheers darling

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Tawa Bas Thakarney, Tawa Bas 3arafney; Oo Galba Mishtireeney



don't say anything
don't lie to breathe a word of sin
just smolder my flesh with your eyes
and melt me down into your skin
just like you've done previously
continue this torture
i am yet too young to burn
and thus but haunted
with that dying shadow
i am lost
and that's how i am to give in
and haunt your skies
your dead but i'm dying
karma was a b*tch


-your battlefield-



past is the past look to the future hopefully it shall last....


it's funny how words are supposed to reassure but now their useless overused and sick.

my title; only is what it is... lyrics from ruwaished song ;(

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  • I'm Your Battlefield
  • From Kuwait, Kuwait
  • i'm just a teenager trying to pave a path for me. thinking of college, dark eyes the shade of ... and tall enough but the sky is so far away to reach :)and from previous experiences i have acculmated a battefield of thoughts, hopes, fears, and dreams all interwined with one thing :you shall not need to know: and never try my patience because u'll end up regretting it, i love to draw, listen and draw again, love the arts and someday everything will be.....;) i guess that part will only be known to me and myself. :P i will doodle the world come the time...!
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