We Both Together Could Never Be
I'm putting away everything into boxes; and with that every piece of fabric unfolded memories. Yet, I found no remorse in hiding you; you do not belong in that box. Your far too precious to disregard so easily. But I'm compelled to let you go filled with regret...I must part with you and put an end.
At one point in life you were there for me...and withstood all the tears on my seams being worn out terribly with faults I possessed. Now I must face all that has come before us- it's time to let go. Thus, I am forced to move on and be someone different and stand back and watch you descend into something more that we both together could never be...
I'm concluding this phase in my life. Your to please some other soul cause you satisfied my needs far more than required of you. We once were bound lovers but tonight as I carefully packed your remains into an old dusty brown box - I smiled with hope that you please someone else; put a dire smile on that sad lost soul facing nothing with eyes ablaze hoping for a better tomorrow devasted from today.
Sincerely Yours The Battlefield You No Longer Underestimate ...
Update: I just wanted to add creativty to what I'm currently doing; cleaning out my closet and my bedroom....and placing books, clothes, everything into boxes.. put an end to a phase and experiment a new. Change should be different and difficult; now I must think of a color to paint my walls I want it black...but mama refuses and then again I want to paint my room with acryllic paint doodling the walls with images but that might be a bad idea...anywhoo I should continue what I started and resume my mission ;p...and settle for beige color or something soft instead ;)
SweetesT SiN said @ 7:04 AM :
YS YES YES YES YES U SHOULD DO IT YES U SHOULD PAINT UR WALLS BLACK (i had to say that first lol)
in regard to ur post i agree im going throuh the changing process i just finished hight school and i have no idea what im going to do i want to go take art classes or even go to art school in barcelona or southern italy but i know thats way out of the q n e wazy i added u on my msn MY EMAIL STARTS WITH (HONEY) ACCEPT ME AND WE WILL CHAT
Jacqui said @ 9:45 AM :
LOL did you move back my stuff into my bedroom? ;P
Make sure nothing is touched and stuff like that ;P
And I suggest you pick out your favorite colors.. hey why don't you do 2 walls in black and 1 in White or a light color ;P and the black walls get white paint and doodle on it ;)
Your Battlefield said @ 3:30 PM :
sweetest sin:
hmmm the idea of black is pending to be accepted i'll see ;)...your going through that phase and process and within this year and out i shall as well...on the edge of seventeen looking forward to eighteen...NOT....and graduation and all that dazzle...i love the plan for you to go to art school; why do you remark it's out of the question (q n e) i presume meant question...i think you should go;P i got no email just a msn invite and accepted...we'll chat ART.
jacqui:
my darling sister god bless you...your a genius i tell ya..a genius...exactly i should do what you said with the walls but i should doodle the ones with the least width cuz i'm not crazy to doodle two walls that are sooo long...:) i'd die within a fortnight of holding that brush...anywhoo
i see you havnt fix nothing in me blog; it's ok when you get back you shall right the wrong and make me happy ;P
ah no i didnt move your stuff yet...but i shall tonight just after i pack ALL my crap in boxes and then i shall put your stuff in your room; no worries no one shall touch anything ;) and i finished the border hostage...was a great read but damn i dont recall the characters names..and i finsihed it yesterday :******!!!
oh and i stole another book the one with all the characters named after historical places or countries ;)..paris ;P
Jacqui said @ 4:38 PM :
I fixed it actually, your comments are now "Blah said @ 10:45am :" with Blah underlined and bold but the only problem is that the text is in grey so its not visible when bold so I made it underlined.
Òrange Juice™ said @ 11:10 PM :
Beige is good better than white anyways
Black am not 2 sure it might look great in the morn but the room would feel dead at night.
I mean rooms do feel dead at night well some rooms lOL!
oKAY I'll keep my mouth shut now am starting to make no sense Lol!
Òrange Juice™ said @ 11:12 PM :
Oh yes love the new look I think my blog needs one 2.
No3iK said @ 12:21 AM :
aha .....
aha .....
aha......
batty, batty, batty what r u trying to do :p
uurrrrmmmm ... i couldnt stop sighing as i was reading ur post.
leaving everything in a box, sound like a great idea, wish our heart were as simple and as easy as boxes you know just load then close then keep somewhere and forget about it.
anyways 7bebty add color, black is never as black only when its with someother color.
and ur painting ur own room !!
i wanna come, i love painting rooms the best thing wallah 7ada wanasa ;)
i suggest colors that would go with black, as in the paintings, and the theme, - green, purple and light light pink.
Your Battlefield said @ 4:30 AM :
jacqui:
*bows down to you*
merci babes i see a new display pic...ehem beautiful but still i no like angie...
orange juice:
lol like your thoughts about the day and night and the colors change...i duno i'll see what happens and such...and thanks about liking the new look i'm in love with it.
no3ik:
i;m trying to clean my closet ;)...erm the adding color thingy is a good idea but i hate light pink and green...purple is ok but it all comes down to the colors of my furniture which is beige and hints of another color dark blue...anywhoo i shall settle with black and white on a wall designed and two other walls just beige....yup i'm going to paint it with some help from mama and others at home...
i'm still rethinking the whole color scheme issue but oh well....i shall see with time...and sure tag along and paint my room :) i got to admit i love the smell of paint...;)
Chai-7aleeb said @ 5:36 PM :
GREAT DESIGN.NORMALLY,I CONSULT MARTHA STEWART IN SUCH THINGS...!!!
Jacqui said @ 6:56 PM :
Now check out my beautiful display picture ;p
La BraZiLiaN BeLLa said @ 8:29 PM :
nice blog if i may say so myself